Since having Elijah I’ve experienced lots of things many people my age haven’t, I’ve got bigger responsibility’s I couldn’t have even imagined, someone who relies on me and providing everything that makes sure he’s got a fun, happy and healthy life. I wouldn’t change it for the world, it’s what makes me whole❤️
However, I’ve lived with my mum my whole life, she’s always supported me (amazingly). Since Elijah has been born she’s helped me out so much and I’m so grateful, from taking him in the night so I could sleep or cuddling both me and Elijah when we’re poorly✨ she’s taught me everything there is to know about being a wonderful mother❗️ and I cannot beginning to express what an admirable nanny she is, Elijah couldn’t get anything better🌹
But it’s time to move out and be completely independent (to an extent – she’ll only be down the road😉) but this is a huge step for me, and my responsibilities are about to shoot up! Me, running my own household..who’d have ever imagined this? Not me😂
I’m so excited yet also scared, what will I do when a huge spider creeps up on me? 🕷 guess I’ll be leaving a cup on it and calling mother😉 but finally it’s somewhere I can call mine, it’s our home and I’m so happy i can decorate it😁
Nobody prepares you for the amount of stuff you don’t realize you’ll need but you’ll definitely need. All the way from a can opener to a Hoover, but I’m slowly gathering everything I need and piling it into my bedroom at my mums (looks like a junk yard right now). It’s been my dream to decorate my own place, I finally get too!! I know so many of my friends and family will help me make it perfect, I’m just counting down the days.. (slowest 6 weeks since pregnancy)😂
Elijah will have a garden, to run around in and cause trouble😉 and I can burn things on a bbq all summer😁 it’s exciting times for me, finally things are looking up for me and elijah❗️ It’s all up from here❤️
Bigwood and Bubs 